LOVE IN SILENT

My name is Meng Thi I'm from Thailand. I have a father but do not have a mother. My father could not speak and I can not accept it. i want a better father. someone who's not a deaf-mute. A dad like everyone else's. A father who can listen to my hopes and fears. A father who speak,  who understand me.

When I came home from school. My father scolded me because I fought with my friends at school and come home at night because I went with my friend. My father was very angry and I am also very upset I felt I was not guilty but why father scolded me?. I fight with my friend because he mocking me. I decided to commit suicide when my birthday. My father had told her friends that today is my birthday. I committed suicide by cutting the nerves of my hand. My father knew it, and he panicked. He ran and took me to the hospital crying. The doctor said I was anemic.

"Please don't let anything happen to my daughter! I have money, i have house, take it all!. My daughter can not die." said my father.

My father once said "eat more dear. It helps you to grow" and "be good at school."

But I ignored it.

My father had prepared a surprise birthday cake that was inscribed happy birthday! always be happy. Love, dad.

And he has prepared a word is "i was born a deaf-mute. I'm sorry for that. I can't speak like other fathers. But i want you to know that i love you with all my heart.

The doctor said my condition is very critical at this time and my dad said "take my blood."

Doctors took the blood of my father but I am not spared even his death. I am very sad because of all the things I do for my dad!.

Before my father died he said "Meng thi there are no perfect fathers.

But a father will always love perfectly."